Letter number 2

Thursday, January 20, 2011

8:30 P.M.

Dear You,
Today was a good day. This morning I went out to eat for breakfast with my cousins and their families. It was nice. I wish we were closer. I wish we were all closer. But too much crap goes on and I don't think we will ever be. I know things change. We were once close. My family use to be a good family. We use to get together at all the holidays with no problem and have fun and laugh. Then I guess life happened. We all grew apart and changed and some not for the best either. With Everthing I've been going through I might not ever have a husband or have kids like I've always wanted. This is all I have. Might be all I get which sucks. Another thing that makes me so angry.
I went to lunch with one of my best friends Kim. well she had lunch I was still kind of full from breakfast but I did get a blueberry muffin. I don't get to see my friends much so when I do, I cherish it. We just sat there and talked. It felt good. Like I said I had a good day.
The lady from the social security place called today and did my interview today instead of next week. Which i guess is good. Better now than later. So hopefully if I get approved for disability we can get it started and get some of this hospital bills paid. I will be paying on this stuff till I'm eighty and it only keeps adding up. I guess as longs as I get better it will be worth it, I guess. I'm almost done with my second actual book I've been reading. Yay! So I'm excited about that. One thing I do love is reading. I'm really glad I have that to do. To take me to a different world to live in. Well I'm really tired and I have a doctors appointment tomorrow so I'm signing off. Until next time.
Love,
SNB